Holiday? Not in this year. -.-'

Now is the school holiday and my father didn't even talk of going somewhere. Yesterday I asked my mom wether we will be on a vacation this month? Kena la pegi sekarang kan? Cause nanti i have to buy my things for going back to school.

My mom kata tanya my father but then i dapat rasa yang this month memang i takkan bercuti. :(

Takpelah, nak buat macam mana. I have to think about my parents. Dorang susah2 cari duit then i nak habiskan je. Haha~

Maybe next year or another year or another year or whatever. Haha. Okay, i don't mind if tak nak pegi mana2. But bila hari minggu kena la pegi somewhere special :)

Banyak la jugak tempat yang i dah pegi, but then still tak puas. Haaaaaaa, but then I'm okay. Asalkan tak duduk terperuk dalam rumah je dah la ;D

Lagi 2 weeks nak buka sekolah, and i didn't buy anything. I tak kisah pun, tak sekolah pn takpa, tapi my mom keeps reminding me sekolah nak buka dah -.-" Fine, i tahu lah sekolah dah nak start balik tapi tak payah la sampai nak ingatkan i sampai macam tu sekali kan?

But, nevermind. I suka ada reminder dengan i, so that i will not forget a thing. Thank you Mama :D Well that's for today. Ciaooo~ :DD

I'm starting to love art! :D

Dulu masa kecik2, my mom selalu kata yang my dad suka tengok orang melukis and suka tengok lukisan. I think everybody suka tengok lukisan, right? cuma, their taste maybe tak sama dengan kita.

Now, i think my father's habit when saw someone painting or drawing something, dah terturun kepada i. Hoho! Now, i suka gila tengok orang melukis dengan penuh stylenya. Haha~ I pun tak tahulah kenapa i baru minat sekarang kan, cause dulu i paling menyampah bila my father saw someone is sketching something then dia tengok, and my father tanya2. I macam, 'do you have to bother?' Haha! Jahat gila i, and m=now i pulak yang suka buat camtu :P

These are some art that i do adore :)

Cantik gila!

Well actually banyak lagi art yang i adore, tapi takkan la nak bubuh semua kan?

To me, anybody who can draw based on what they feel, THEY ARE SO TALENTED!

Last year when i went to Melaka and Johor for a family holiday, we dropped by at A Famosa, and adalah pelukis antarabangsa (well i'm not sure kalau dia pelukis antarabangsa or not, tapi gaya dia like that) kat sana. Dia tengah melukis lah kan. And the best part is some of his drawing, dia guna pen je nak colour. Eventhough the ink colour of the pen is only black, tapi nampak macam WOW!. I'm amazed bila i nampak his drawing. Tapi bila dia guna colour water pun cantik jugak. I cuma ada 4 words je nak cakap kat dia, 'YOU ARE SO TALENTED!'

Then my father tengok je dia lukis, i pun tumpanglah tengok. Because masa tu I don't feel like walking, so i tengoklah dia melukis. Hoho! Ayah i bila nampak pelukis, dia akan cakap with that pelukis. Haha~ Ayah i memang friendly :)

Ayah i beli lah dua lukisan yang dah siap lah kan. :P

And I think my father memang suka tengok orang melukis sebab tu yang inspired dia nak draw. I think so. Sebab my father pun teramatlah pandai melukis. Seriously. Bila i ada homework for seni, kadang2 i suruh ayah i tolong bagi idea, then tetiba dia terus lukis the whole thing :) Well, thank you :D

So that's for now, ciaoooo :DD

My goodnight means a lot. :D

Selalunya bila i nak tidur, i akan cakap goodnight and i think almost everybody will say that if they want to go to sleep. I akan cakap goodnight kat semua orang yang i sayang. Well, in a simple way, my goodnight means I LOVE YOU. :D Because of i don't have any guts to say that 3 words, i just cakap goodight. That's my package. Haha~

           I teringat masa i texting dengan you until 12 am, dua kali i cakap goodnight. But masa tu you mana tau apa maksud goodnight yang i sampaikan pada you, kan? Eventhough you pun cakap goodnight dua kali kat i, i still ingat goodnight you macam tu je lah. Maksud i, goodnight yang tak beri any special meaning. Bila you text i dengan night i rasa happy. I pun tak tau kenapa, but then i rasa i shouldn't think about this anymore. Tapi nak buat macam mana dah i teringat kan. Hoho!

          
            Haritu, dah lama dah la kan. I ada la buat status kat facebook "Memories are wonderful to make but painful to remember". Now that quote refers me. Masa tu i sengaja je buat status tu sebab i rasa ayat dia best and i adalah rasa sikt macam tu. But then, bila ingat you i dah rasa macam mana rasanya orang yang kena sebijik macam dalam quote tu. Haaaaa, that's really true kan? Kenangan memang la indah masa kita tengah melaluinya, tapi bila ingat balik kita rasa sedih and down je and memang menyakitkan bila nak ingat balik benda yang indah kan? Tu dia free translation ;D Hehoheho!


            I tak tahulah wether i can forget all of the things that we're been doing together. I rasa you mesti dah lupa kan? Ye la, cause i rasa i sorang je yang sakit hati in this picture. You macam relax je and i think you're totally lupa pasal benda ni kan? Takpelah kalau you dah lupa, i won't remind you about all that happen between us. I akan try lupa jugak, but slowly lah ;) I memang dah tahu if i take the risk to chatting with you, that's mean i have to bear with the consequneces lah kan? Memang i have to bear it even i don't want to, but i take the risk so, i am in a process to be strong.


            You know what, it's really frustrating bila i tertengok gambar yang you tagged i masa kita tengah kenal. You posted kat wall i, you commented on my photo album, chatting dengan i, and we're even texting together. I tak boleh lupa! Haaaaaaa, i rasa memory i takdelah kuat sangat. I harap sangat i boleh ingat all the topics dalam sejarah macam mana i ingat kat you. Tu la yang i pelik, bila study i ingat sikit2 je. But when it comes to you, i remembered all the things. Pelik betul~! Well, i think that's for now. Ciaooo~ :D

I can't hate you! -.-'

Okayy, seriously, asal i tak boleh lupa you? After semua ni jadi, i nak je benci you. But i can't! I teramatlah pening dengan you, cause asal i tak boleh benci you? I harap sangat i boleh lupa you forever! But i can't, because i akan jumpa you later. Yela you kan i punya anak sedara :( I mengaku i cuba untuk benci you, tapi i dah tak boleh, so what can i do? Haaaaaaaa, frustrating betul! Hoho~

            So, i akan lupakan about my intention to hate you and to forget you. I takkan boleh lupakan you, cause i akan jumpa you anytime kalau ada families meeting kan. I bukan benci you, i tak suka cara you je. Cehh, drama pulakk. Hoho! Kesimpulannya, i takkan boleh benci you sebab i tak boleh. Okayy then, i akan cuba lupakan you tapi i takkan boleh benci you. Haaaa, finelahh, i dah putus asa dah :)


            I rasa banyak sangat benda yang i rasa i boleh lupa tapi tak boleh pun sebenarnya. So, that's for now, Ciaoooo ;DD

Suka and minat benda yang sama? I don't care :P hoho!

So, talking about minat, kita akan ingat kita suka benda tu la kan. I ask people wether SUKA and MINAT sama makna ke? They told me that's almost the same. When you like something mestilah you minat kan. -.-
I know when i asked something stupid they'll answer stupidly ;P haha~ Papejelah.. Tapi kita mesti tanya bila tak tahu kan? Tapi, janganlah tanya benda yang definitely shows the answer in front of your eyes. Takpelahhh. Tapi kalau tak tahu betul-betul, barulah tanya orang lain. Kalau orang tak nak jawab, senang kita google je lahh ;)
  

            Talking about interest and something that i like, i do love k-pop. K-pop means Korean pop, tapi music lain i still dengarlah, for sure. I love all musics when it really suits me. What i mean is, bila lagu tu music tu best, meaningful and really go with my taste tu lah my favourite music :) . I'm not the type yang suka one song je sampai bila-bila. I try to like the song forever but i can't sebab banyak sangat lagu best. hoho!


           Lastly, I suka teramat sangat kat lagu ni, although lagu ni dah lama, but then i minat sangat. Lagu tu bertajuk >>>> It's not over by secondhand serenade :D love that song. Okay, that's for now. Ciaoo~ :D

Al-Fatihah untuk keluarga Khairul Fahmi Che Mat (Apex)

Al-Fatihah kepada keluarga Khairul Fahmi. Adik Khairul Fahmi meninggal pagi tadi. Diharapkan agar Khairul Fahmi Che Mat bersabar dan kuat untuk mengahadapi dugaanNya. InsyaAllah Khairul Fahmi will still do the best for Harimau Malaya. BE STRONG APEX! :D

Best quotes comes from heart ;)

Think twice before you want to do something. Think the good and the bad sides of it ;)

I don't mind if you like him, but stop telling others that i like him. -.-'

Kau memang suka nak tuduh-tuduh orang. Isn't it weird when someonelove someone than she told her friend that you love the person that she, herself love? Suka sangat menabur fitnah. Dah-dah la tu dengan mulut jahat kau tu. Bila kau suka dia, tunjukla. Ni kau nak bagitahu yang aku suka dia, apahal? Nasib aku sabar je dengan kau punya perangai ;)


             Everybody in this world would have their own love. It's up to you wether you want to tell him or not, but if you don't have the guts to tell him, just keep quiet and have a guts to see him with other person. If you don't  have the guts to see him with other person then tell him you love him. And it's up to him wether he want to accept your love or not. If you love him, and he don't love you just MOVE ON! Bak kata pepatah melayu, Bunga bukan sekuntum, kumbang bukan seekor. So try to love other person if he doesn't love you.


            Banyak lagi orang sayang kita, it just that kita yang tak perasan. Try to accept others love. Open your heart and mind to accept others weakness. Love your family, others maybe later. Because family yang ada dengan kita since kita lahir, and maybe they stay with us forever. So, LOVE YOUR FAMILY! ;DD

Khairul Fahmi Che Mat :DD

I love him so much! He saved malaysia's goal banyak kali kott. Adalah yang terlepas, but you can't blame him, at least he tried ;)
Khairul Fahmi (Apex) without his jersey ;)

Khairul Fahmi with his Green jersey~ I love him so much! thank you Apex! :D

So funny xD

I try to be like this. Keep trying ;)

This is so true, kan? Hoho ;D

Besties! They always there when i need them ;) thank you guys! :D

Stories About 'him'

So, the strory start.. haha. Okay, macam  ni, masa bulan August my antie recommended me to add 'him' as my friend in facebook. I agreed je ahh. Add 'dia' then tetiba after a few second 'your' name appear kat notifications i. I pun baca, 'dia' dah terima my friend request. I nak tegur but i don't have any guts to tegur. Don't know why.. :(
         

          After dah lama friend dalam facebook, i buat la my decision to tegur 'dia'. hoho. I started with 'dia' punya nama gelaran dalam family. Yela, i'm 'your' antie kan? haha. Then, 'you' pelik and i try to explain everything to 'you' after chatting, sampai ke texting pulakk ;) haha. That's the best point, hehoheho.
         

          I ingat lagi, when i kata kita jumpa kat rumah antie N 'you' bawa 'your' girlfriend sekali. 'You' pun kata, "that's was before, i dengan dia dah takda apa-apa lagi dah."Senang cerita kita panggil this mysterious 'you' ni 'D' okayy? easy for me. ;) So, back to the topic, 'D' ni dia kata ex 'dia' yang bernama N ni, cheated to 'D' ni lah kan.. 'D' told me about N through chatting in facebook. I baca and try to give 'D' semangat balik. Then dia kata, takpa. Well, 'D' is such a strong guy.
         

           But seriously, 'D' dengan N memang sweet and happy couple. When 'he' told me about N, i rasa kesian dekat 'D' cause 'he' had to bear with N that cheated at 'D'. Nasib 'D' tak ada niat nak revenge ke apa. 'D' baik, so takkan la dia nak try to do something stupid, right? haha.

Tiring morning ;(

Belum apa-apa lagi dah kena kejut. Pergi mana lagi? jogging lah kat lake section 2. Penat gilaa. hoho! Tapi, Alhamdulillah, complete one round. Cehh, haha. Tiring but yes, i'm happy cause masa first-first i don't think i can, but bila dah sampai, huhh.... WHAT A RELIEF. hoho! That's for now kot, my story about 'him' start later after i have my bath first ;) Ciaooo.

Seriously, i am hurt because of you :(

So, the story begin... jeng3 haha! i remember the first time kita chatting, texting, liking each other post, and 'you' even comment my photo album through facebook. 'You' rasa 'you' ingat tak? Well kalau 'you' ingat nevermind, but i'm not sure wether 'you' tak ingat or 'you' buat-buat tak ingat.. Well, that's your right, kan? hehoheho. Benda yang kita buat semua on the same day, semua on 27 September 2011. Masa kita chatting, i try remind 'you' about me. But 'you' ingat i orang lain.. haha Weird~ haha, nvm :) Maybe that's for this early morning. :) i'm getting sleepy. After this, if i'm going to update my blog, i akan ceritakan semua about 'dia'. night y'all! :D

New me, New blog ;)

Okayy. My new blog, InsyaAllah if there's no prolem, i'll update  it everyday. Tu pun kalau tak busy lah. well my life full of something new :) haha, funny isn't it? haha. Ni la introduction for my new blog, my stories start laterr. Always smile :)