My goodnight means a lot. :D

Selalunya bila i nak tidur, i akan cakap goodnight and i think almost everybody will say that if they want to go to sleep. I akan cakap goodnight kat semua orang yang i sayang. Well, in a simple way, my goodnight means I LOVE YOU. :D Because of i don't have any guts to say that 3 words, i just cakap goodight. That's my package. Haha~

           I teringat masa i texting dengan you until 12 am, dua kali i cakap goodnight. But masa tu you mana tau apa maksud goodnight yang i sampaikan pada you, kan? Eventhough you pun cakap goodnight dua kali kat i, i still ingat goodnight you macam tu je lah. Maksud i, goodnight yang tak beri any special meaning. Bila you text i dengan night i rasa happy. I pun tak tau kenapa, but then i rasa i shouldn't think about this anymore. Tapi nak buat macam mana dah i teringat kan. Hoho!

          
            Haritu, dah lama dah la kan. I ada la buat status kat facebook "Memories are wonderful to make but painful to remember". Now that quote refers me. Masa tu i sengaja je buat status tu sebab i rasa ayat dia best and i adalah rasa sikt macam tu. But then, bila ingat you i dah rasa macam mana rasanya orang yang kena sebijik macam dalam quote tu. Haaaaa, that's really true kan? Kenangan memang la indah masa kita tengah melaluinya, tapi bila ingat balik kita rasa sedih and down je and memang menyakitkan bila nak ingat balik benda yang indah kan? Tu dia free translation ;D Hehoheho!


            I tak tahulah wether i can forget all of the things that we're been doing together. I rasa you mesti dah lupa kan? Ye la, cause i rasa i sorang je yang sakit hati in this picture. You macam relax je and i think you're totally lupa pasal benda ni kan? Takpelah kalau you dah lupa, i won't remind you about all that happen between us. I akan try lupa jugak, but slowly lah ;) I memang dah tahu if i take the risk to chatting with you, that's mean i have to bear with the consequneces lah kan? Memang i have to bear it even i don't want to, but i take the risk so, i am in a process to be strong.


            You know what, it's really frustrating bila i tertengok gambar yang you tagged i masa kita tengah kenal. You posted kat wall i, you commented on my photo album, chatting dengan i, and we're even texting together. I tak boleh lupa! Haaaaaaa, i rasa memory i takdelah kuat sangat. I harap sangat i boleh ingat all the topics dalam sejarah macam mana i ingat kat you. Tu la yang i pelik, bila study i ingat sikit2 je. But when it comes to you, i remembered all the things. Pelik betul~! Well, i think that's for now. Ciaooo~ :D